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A Look Back at 2010

Ok- So I have not blogged much in the past year. I really don't know why. So I figure I'd do the best and the worst of 2010 and then my hopes and dreams for 2011! It's going to be a good year!


oh.....to be continued! I'll be back! promise!

The Generous Mr.Lovewell • MercyMe

The Generous Mr.Lovewell • MercyMe

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NEW STUFF - GONNA BE WRITING MORE too!!

Have had a bunch going on --- just now getting my plan in place. Working on a bunch of new opportunities for ME to SERVE and be the Body of Christ. I feel God is speaking to me, saying this is the time to Rise. I am so frightened - but I keep hearing Pastor Steve in the back of my head saying " Delayed response is still disobedience." When we hear God speak we have to respond. I have to respond. Step out of the boat and FIX my eyes on Him, even through the storm.

I've updated my playlist and that's whats been in my rotation. Really been speaking in to my life. I am so thankful for a God that is a Healer, not just physically, but emotionally, spiritually and fully. Praise the Lord that he never gives up on me. He is not only a God of a second chance, But a God of ANOTHER Chance. Amen. And as a Healed follower of Christ, it is our responsibility to reach those that are hurting and share Christ so that they can be healed. I must walk in FAITH that God is my provider and HE is all I need. I let go of my past, I let go of the hurt and Look forward to my future in Christ. Fulfilling my destiny in Him, His plan for my life. I want to be a Proverbs 31 Woman. Okay - I didn't plan on going on so much. But when God lays something on your heart, Its pretty exciting and I can go on. I just know that God has great things in store. PTL!

With Love,

Summer



HEALING BEGINS
TENTH AVENUE NORTH

So, You thought you could keep this up
All the work that you do
So we think that you're good
And you can't believe it's not enough
All the walls you built up
Are just glass on the outside

So let 'em fall down
There's freedom waiting in the sound
When you let your walls fall to the ground
We're here now

This is where the healing begins, oh
This is where the healing starts
When you come to where you're broken within
The light meets the dark
The light meets the dark

Afraid to let your secrets out
Everything that you hide
Can come crashing through the door now
But too scared to face all your fear
So you hide but you find
That the shame won't disappear

So let it fall down
There's freedom waiting in the sound
When you let your walls fall to the ground
We're here now
We're here now, oh

This is where the healing begins, oh
This is where the healing starts
When you come to where you're broken within
The light meets the dark
The light meets the dark

Sparks will fly as grace collides
With the dark inside of us
So please don't fight
This coming light
Let this blood come cover us
His blood can cover us

This is where the healing begins, oh
This is where the healing starts
When you come to where you're broken within
The light meets the dark
The light meets the dark

A P31 Woman

Proverbs 31

"She laughs without fear of the future"

Do you smile at the future? Do you smile at the days to come?
No matter the circumstances today, He will sustain us.
The Devil wants us to live stressed out. We can't be stressed and smile at the future. The enemy wants us to live with a frown. The Joy of the Lord is our strength.
We can smile when we are confindent in who holds our future. We are never ever alone. Live your life smiling at the future. I will not be discouraged about next week, because I know who holds next week.

Doesn't mean we won't experience hurt or sadness or loss, but we have to keep trusting Him and putting our hand in his. He will never fail us and we are never alone in Jesus Christ.

With Love,

Summer

Restless

Been a long week, now getting ready for bed and to start another...restless tonight and a song just came on - it's such an old one - but it spoke to me again - and was perfect for how I'm and the encouragement I need ---

Whisper the words of a prayer--And you'll find Him there
Arms open wide--Love in His eyes
Jesus--He meets you where you are
Jesus--He heals your secret scars
All the love you're longing for is
Jesus--The friend of a wounded heart

I titled this restless because that is how I am feeling. I read somewhere that in a time of restlessness to lean in close to God that he might be trying to get your attention. So my prayers tonight have been to Godspeak to me, show me your will, I am listening.

I've not been spending the time I need to each day alone with God. My busyness has gotten in the way. Pastor Steve just said last week - I beleive - If we are to busy for prayer - then we are too busy. God must be our priority. I will do better this week and moving forward. I am soooo behind on my Life Journal.

I have been so blessed with my current job and opportunities. I have absolutely fallen in love with seniors. I met the sweetest couple this week. They met in church as teenagers and in January will have been married 50 years and were still so in love. You could just see it. They touched me. They inspired me. Since starting in the home health field, I have met so many people that have truely touched my life and will remember them forever. It also makes me miss my Grandma Niter. I think that's why this couple touched me so much. The wife reminded me alot of her. Her love for Christ and sharing that love with others mostly.

ok...i have to get some sleep...gotta be ready for Monday and hit the pavement full steam!

With Love,

Summer

OK ---Seriously Been too Long

Ok - Seriously it has been too long between blogs. The bad thing is I haven't been journaling lately either...and Sooo much has been going on. Good things and Powerful things. God has been so awesome to me! He is so Worthy of all our Praise! I will share my journey the past couple of months in another blog...but I'm hurting right now.

I am just struggling with something tonight...this might be a lot of ranting...i am also on a ton of meds from a recent cold/sinus infection. So my problem started with facebook today - if you were to take a look at your profile page - would you say it kinda gives an honest snapshot of your week/month depending on your frequency? Mine does. Isn't that kinda the goal? I know sometimes its on the surface level. I don't know....Ok --- so here is the bottom line --- I'm putting this out there -- so Dad if you read this --please answer this--because I am so hurt and baffeled by this. You make a status regarding your father's passing a year ago. I get that. You make a comment on Ginny's Durr 7 year anniversary of Julie's passing - again I pray for them too. We ran in to them so often at the cemetary, the first couple of year's after Marc passed away, they also suffered such a terrible loss. But yet you never have even acknowledged Marc's death. You don't even list Marc as one of your children. My hands are shaking as I type this because it makes me so mad. Was he not your son? I have people that have never met Marc commenting on my notes. I've forgiven him and his family for their whatever. But I just don't get it? That is not typical of how a parent should respond. It is just bugging me tonight. I've prayed about it and given it to God. He'll have to answer to God about it. Marc will be there to. I'm glad that hurt is gone from Marc forever. He will never have to hurt again, but how stupid am I, that I can let facebook hurt me. i"m just frustrated. It does not make since to me. Do you even have a picture of Marc? You should post it. Or would you have to answer to people 1- that you have 3 other children and 2 - that one is in heaven. Both would probably shock your "friends" Brother James.